School of Life, end of term

Posted in Uncategorized on April 26, 2017 by rawbacon

I take the exam

and then I give it back,

with a lovely drawing of a flower,

bemused that you would find that



What do you want?

I mean, for the love of the gods,







Doing my best here,

obviously failing,

but doing my utmost.

F- ?

You, sir, are a bastard.

Throw out the trash

Posted in Uncategorized on March 24, 2017 by rawbacon

You got to get lighter,

less baggage,

literally as well as metaphorically.

Make room

for a spine

of some sorts,

a healthy one, please.

And values.

Might as well add a little busyness.

Do it your way.

Don’t accept …

grey time?

Survival first.. didn’t work, so maybe try cooperation, of sorts?

Seek groupings, trust your gut, even when sucker-punched.

And as always, trust in the kindness of strangers.

Produce, be busy.

And more enjoyment, less squirrel caging. A debatement society?

Less unconscious meditation, and more productive daydreaming.

Could we try for.. if not a plan, then at least some kind of planning? Checklists?

Maybe try to not have a GOAL this time, just way points. You couldn’t see the Path if it was right under your feet anyway.

Forget temple, just go for small, but continuous improvements to the foundation. A body was not build in one day.. or year.

Though there’s something to be said for go big or go home.

Better selfishness, less self-destructiveness.

Speak to a professional of some kind.

Share more, share better.





Go with the flow?

Posted in Uncategorized on March 17, 2017 by rawbacon

If you can’t accept

all your contradictions, you

can’t accept yourself.


You knew this already,




TCOTMG – Surviving

Posted in Uncategorized on March 5, 2017 by rawbacon

How can you survive

in a world where

God hates you?

With love.

If you see someone

who claims to know the answers,

hug them and tell them:

It’s all gonna be alright.

It’s not true,

of course,

but we need the escapism.

I’m better at mediocrity than you

Posted in Uncategorized on March 4, 2017 by rawbacon

I don’t know how to be unbiased.

I need to be the best.

I need to be right.

In all situations,

I need to be excellent..

or at least,

better than you.

I don’t know how to

counter that.

I need humility.


The Church of the Misanthropic God

Posted in Uncategorized on March 4, 2017 by rawbacon

Otherizing God.


God hates us, that much is clear.

It’s time we return the favor

and in so doing,

realizing that we are all one.


Love your fellow humans.

Hate the deity, unreason & hatred.

Know your death

Posted in Uncategorized on February 21, 2017 by rawbacon

For as long as I can remember,

suffocation was the fear of death

that I had.

As I get older, I realize

that I will die of hunger.